I can’t take it anymore, I hate my fucking life, even after I’ve been working my hardest to try n change it. Apparently my best isn’t good enough to make myself happy. My life has become simply pointless and I apparently am nothing but worthless, and I don’t know what to do about it anymore. I wish it all would change like I thought it would once I started doing the right thing and trying to be better and doing what I am supposed to… But even now I still am left just with a pointless n worthless life and self, just more productive. Others will always put me down, bring me down, and let me down, no matter how hard I work and how strong I try to be, yet will never lift me up, build me up, or help me up. Never will I mean a thing I guess.